WOW!
What a weekend I have had!
First off, yesterday I went to Liverpool with my Mum and Sister to get some new clothes, i ended up getting 2 pairs of jeans, some underwear and two new games for the Wii :D. Anyway, so we went there and then I came home and went into town i got two Books for 7 quid :D:D:D:D:D:D
Anyway, I then, after watching television for a bit went to see my Grandparents, then went to Aimée's house. I met her cousin, and her cousin's boyfriend, they're both cool :). So, me and Aimée played on Final Fantasy 8 (i think) for a bit, then went to get my sleeping stuff. And after that, we had tea et cetera then the drinking commenced :P
Overall i had;
3 shots, Blue one, double choc, and toffee, each 14% alcohol. :D
Pint glass of Bacardi and Cherry Coke (it sent me mad again)
2 pint glasses of WKD red one and blue one
LOL yes i had quite a bit! But it was SOOOOO fun! Singting and talking till 4:30 am :D And today I have had a lazy day and played on the Wii, came on here etc :D
So anyway that is all!
- Location:My room!
- Music:Volbeat - The Garden's Tale
I told Aimée everything the other night, it was bloody well hard, and i mean hard. I even told her stuff that i haven't wrote on here yet. I think she understood me, but, the wave of feeling bad has come back...again. I can't help it though, which also annoys me. I told her how i feel et cetera and she helped me which was good.
On other news, i passes GCSE MATHS! I got a C and that was the pass rate :D Im really happy about it, my parents gave me £27.80 for it :)
Blood brothers is next week, should be good also. I haven't wrote in here in a few days, feels weird, like everything was building up again, this helps me de stress et cetera which is a good thing. I'm meeting Aimée's relatives tomorrow, her cousin and her cousin's boyfriend. I feel shy tbh, i'm shy when i meet new people. Should be fun though :) woop.
2 and a half terms left in school. Wow. It feels incredibly weird saying that, Oh well i'll get rid of most of the pathetic idiots when i leave, and i truly CANNOT wait. I won't have to dread going in there everyday.
Oh well that is all for now xD
x
- Location:my living room
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:none atm watching CSI
Sooo, after the other day I am not feeling as bad, but still meh in some ways. Thanks to Vicky, and Becca for listening :) you two are awesome! But anyway, I don't know what happened, it's like i had a breakdown of some sort? Hmm. I don't know, all as I know is that i felt absolutley TERRIBLE, and I mean, incredibly depressed.
But oh, people will stereotype me won't they? Your depressed, EMO, you have a journal EMO. WHAT THE FUCK!? It's just the stereotypical twats that annoy the living hell out of me. If you wear black, your GOTH or EMO, wear plaid, your PUNK, you wear band shirts and skinny fit jeans your SCENE. Grrrrr.
Anyway, before i was ever so relaxed, the first time in ages. It felt weird, to not have to worry about anything at all. But the relaxed feeling will be gone by monday *sigh*. I walked home alone today, it was weird, me, and my mp4 player. One of those times where you can just think really isn't it? I usually do that at night though, at home.
I started listening to FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND again. I have to say, they are a good band. My favourite song is "Roses for the dead", as it's incredibly meaningful.
OH and the book i read TWILIGHT by Stephenie Meyer, is out in the cinemas THIS YEAR! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I seriously cannot wait to see it, the books awesome and I hope the film is too :D
Oh well thats all i have to say today.
- Location:room as usual
- Mood:
weird - Music:Roses for the dead - Funeral For A Friend.
English language: C
English Lit: B
Science: C
IT: C
General Studies: C
History: F (i spoke to my teacher about it)
RE: F
Art: E
I get my GCSE maths results next week *sigh* I am confident...i think.
So apart from that, hmmm i've been meh lately. I don't know why, I think it's because i can no longer talk to people about stuff like this..yet again I don't know why I can't, it's infuriating and weird. But then, sometimes people don't listen do they? No they don't. *sigh*. The only place I actually "Speak" or type about it, is here. I have friends whom will let me talk to them, but I can't. That also infuriates me, It's like if i talk about it, people will automatically judge me, and I don't want that. Hmm...I just need to talk about it...but here, I like to type it, because not alot of people whom know me, can see it.
I also got a can thrown at me today, I've had enough. 5 more fucking months then i'm out of the place. Why do they get away with it though? It's like, everyone they do it to is INVISIBLE to members of staff or they "didn't see it" Fuck off! They do see it, they just can't be fucking arsed to do anything about it. Grrrrr. Maybe a rant journal today?
God fucking damn it. I only have a few things to look forward to, which is college, and a new start. But it feels like it's too fucking far away. I have some good friends, and they keep me going...If it wasn't for them, well I don't know. I don't even know why I am typing this, maybe I just need to get it off my chest? Grr, I just don't know anymore.....
- Location:My room, where else am I?
- Mood:
depressed - Music:Hold On - Good Charlotte
Woahhh today was weird!
Last night i finally managed to do the Frankenstein essay, which is a good thing, but i had hardly any sleep. And in the middle of the night, I woke up to realise my nails had caught my left wrist, and scratching it quite badly in the process. Well, i looked, and realised it was all raised up, so i went back sleep...
Then this morning, I woke up, and it looks like i have cut my wrist...in which i havent =/. So first of all that pissed me off, and due to lack of sleep, and the fact it was incredibly windy outside (i walk to school btw) I was incredibly cranky *sigh*
Okay, so apart from that, i go to the shop this morning for my usual, daily refreshments. Only, to find that the pervert who has been acting really weird to me lately was in the shop. AGAIN. I tell you, it's fucking creepy. So anyway, I got to school with aimee around 8:25, and handed my money to Mr Wilmott, for my BLOOD BROTHERS!!!!! theatre trip on January 24th. :D I so can't wait!
And to top it all, i got a B in my French writing coursework!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was like right i'm probs gonna get a D, but nopes, I got a B :D:D:D:D:D I'm so happy!
So i guess that was the upside to today, however i got a bit of mick taken out of me in Chemistry as i usually do so i called him an "Obnoxious Little Prick" (Yes taken from Stephen King's The shining :P). But anyway, he soon shut up!
I just hope i get some sleep tonight, I get my mock exam results tomorrow....I'm incredibly nervous :S but they're only mocks XD *phew*
I started to read Carrie, by Stephen King yesterday, so far it's pretty good, considering it was his first novel!
Ok, i'm gonna be quiet now!!! lol!
Ta ra!
PS I am listening to bullet for my valentine, i haven't for ages!
- Location:As usual, my room!
- Mood:
tired - Music:Tears don't fall - Bullet for my valentine
It is now physically impossible for me to even try and concentrate without music! AND I cannot go a week without reading.....future addiction to books maybe? I don't know!! xD
Anyway, wow christmas has been and gone! I got;
9 books
dvd's
clothes
boots
make up
bath stuff (as usual!)
chocolate
jewellery
perfumes
new dark fairy bag
And between me and my siblings a NINTENDO WII!
Wow, it was pretty boring to be honest! I don't know, it just goes too fast some days then too slow on others! AND I am currently trying to my Frankenstein essay, but I can't concentrate and it HAS to be in tomorrow *sigh*.
Oh well i'll go back to Frankenstein then :(
TOODLES!
- Location:Upstairs in my house!
- Mood:
blah - Music:Cuts you up - Peter Murphey
Okay, weird subject?
Anyway, my General studies exam ended with a space exploration and research question *dances*. It was also fairly easy, in fact i used all of the space what we got for the essay.
Oh! I forgot, my theory;
If you were to die on a space craft, you would not die On earth nor in space.
The reason why, is because you are in the spacecraft and not outside. Although I am kind of contradicting myself, as i am re-thinking about my theory. I do not know. If anyone actually reads this, can you please comment telling me what you think!
On the topic of Space. Another question that has creeped up in that little mind of mine is;
"Are there really Aliens in outer Space?"
Once i think about it i will post again and tell you all what i think :oP
Hmm, exams are going well, last week's were easy hopefully the next ones will be. I again, bought yet another book. I have an addiction i swear! Oh well! Atleast it's a good addiction! :oP
I'll add to this later, My hands are too cold to type at the moment!
So anyway, I'm not sure whether I mentioned or not, but the other week I went for my yearly checkup to the Asthma Nurse. And, wel due to my months of rebelling against Asthma, it has paid revenge on me.
It is now worse than what it was, and very out of control. So anywho, I got some better inhalers to use which I can safely say, I am taking properly :o) But I had an attack in the middle of my English class on Friday, good god it was weird! I had tasha trying to calm me down, as well as Miss Hunt. Then I got advised to stand outside class fora few moments. So I did, and came back in, not wanting to cause drama. Then my English teacher took me outside and started talking about how I should not get stressed, as I "Am working exceendingly well as it is" and I am more than capable of getting two B's or Higher in my GCSE. I
I can also safely say, I am hooked on reading. I have bought 7 books in the past MONTH! At the moment, I am reading "The Unholy" By Paul Stuart Kemp, or judged as "England's Darkest Writer" So far, the Launguage is good, and the story it's self is good. But as I usually do I spotted a few Grammatical errors :o/ It may just be the publisher, but if it is the actual author, then well, thats not too good now is it? It's a personal habit for me, to correct things what people do/say, thus, gets me into trouble.....sometimes!
Anyways, School, yes, that place where you go everyday and be bored stiff! Well I am doing my mock examinations at the moment, my English Language paper 1 was easy, lets just see how all the others go....
I also got my Christmas presents the other Saturday too. This, includes my 14 EYELET DM's!!!! and my 7.0 MP SAMSUNG DIGITAL CAMERA!
I sent my acceptance pack off to Priestley College the other week, and WOOOOOOOO I now have a place!!! :oD
Am I the only one who likes Documentaries? I may be sad, but oh well, I've gained an interest in them lately...
Anyway that is all I have to say at the moment,
Write Soon
By the way check out www.asthma.org.uk It's a site about..well ASTHMA lol!
Tasha x-x-x-x
- Location:My room, as usual
- Mood:
calm - Music:none
Firstly, I have my INTERVIEW for Priestley sixth form college on Tuesday. Oh, i forgot to mention, that the open evening went really well too :) The atmosphere is Great, and so are the staff and students. I found it alot more helpful then Sir John Deanes college. And it's a lot easier to get to.
So anyways, apart from college open evenings, i've just been busy at school. Annoying. Really annoying to be precise. How can someone take the mick out of another person for having a little stutter when answering a question? Well that happened today and it's really annoyed me. My history class seems to be getting better...well I have almost complete my coursework now so wahey! I'm concentrating on studying now though, i really want to get in to Priestley, they have the exact subjects i want to do so woooo!
Christmas in around 34 days!
I want these;
14 Eyelet Doc Martens
PETE BURNS FREAK UNIQUE autobiography
Clothes
SAMSUNG 7.0MP Digital camera
ALICE COOPER'S autobiography
CD's
DVD's
Good god it's gone fast hasn't it? Oh well, i'm 16 soon too!! Oh that reminds me, i've also not long recieved my National Insurance Number, so i can get a job soon!
- Mood:
sleepy
*2 history essays
*English essay
*IT coursework
*study for maths exam
etc (theres more)
It's stressing me out so much it's unbelievable :o(
Anywhom, i go back to school tomorrow, i dunno whether to look forward to it or not :o/ mhm.... Hahahaha this "chav" thought it would really bug me by throwing a PENNY at me whilst i was in the que for the bus, needless to say, when i turned around they soon shut up! On the topic of the Bus Service, it's pretty rubbish! As of February 4th 2008 (my 16th) I have to pay full fare :o( Same goes for the Rail Service aswell :o(.
OOOOOOOOH! *gets excited*
I should be hearing a reply in the next two days from Sir John Deanes College :oD .
Thats all for today!
-Natasha x
- Location:my room :oP
- Mood:
thoughtful - Music:Volbeat - The Garden's Tale
I got to Rhyl at 9am on Saturday...i was SO tired! We then had breakfast, then went to Towyn Market, which was cool :o) I got my little brother a wrestling picture of teh Undertaker, and he loves it !
Then we went to watch the footbal in a sports bar, and i beat my auntie twice at pool! :oP We then headed off to the bus stop to go to ASDA at Kinmel (i think thats the name) Bay. We bought two Skeleton goblets which are really cool! :oD
After this we got back to the caravan, then had dinner etc etc.
We then went to watch the rugby, it was a rather good match, i knew it would be a close call too. Oh god, family clubs are HAVOC! It was absolutley packed full of people in fancy dress! Including an old man dressed as a clown! *shudders*.
On sunday, we went to the town of Conway. And visited the castle. I have to say it is an absolutley AMAZING Town! The town is built inside the castle wall, and we climbed the 110 stone stairs to the very top of the castle (PICTURES SOON) And i have to say, it was one of the best views i have ever witnessed.
After our hike around the whole castle, we carried on our trip, around Conway town, and saw the smalled house in britain! it's 4'2 by 10' :o|
We then found a really nice celtic shop, which had an alternative shop at the bottom called The Crypt :o) I bought a rock hard fairies notebook hehe!
We then had to take a bus to Llandudno junction Train station, and get the train to Rhyl. Which led to us waiting 15 minutes in the cold for another bus! :o| And that was the end of our trip!
OHHHH and I watched The Seed Of Chucky last night, and got over my fear :o)
I had to come home today though :o( But i have to say it was an amazing visit :o)
PS PICTURES WILL COME SOON ONCE I GET THEM!!!
- Location:Runcorn, My House
- Mood:
tired - Music:none at the moment
Anywhom, good god this week has been somewhat eventful!
Firstly, the chavs have been rather active this week, thus giving me and my friends grief. Heh. When are they going to realise that their little remarks are pathetic? heres some of the evens that happened;
I'm sitting in English on friday...minding my own business getting on with my coursework. Then these pathetic individuals think it's funny to nearly crush my toe whilst they stood on it ¬.¬ THEN they said i was downloading porn off my MEMORY PEN!!!! *shakes head*
Then, me and my 3 friends are going to the toilets at dinner after a somewhat funny (hehe sorry pogo!) event with a bird and it's bowels......
Well anyway, these 8 chavs start on us..for closing a door..which (bit of gossip here) one of them was PREGNANT yes i said PREGNANT! in year 10 and now has a child!!!!
Then on saturday morning(around 10:20 i presume), i was walking home from the shopping centre after going there for my dad. These two pathetic excuses for humas were saying random stuff to me...BUT BBC Radio 1 was drownign out their annoying little voices :D
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
That reminds me....i now have a BRAND NEW LAPTOP! with 1GB of ram, and an 80GB hard drive with wireless internet^_^ and a brand new MP4 PLAYERRR!! complete with a radio, a game of sudoku, and picture, video, and music player! :oD
Oh and about the vodka bit...I had my first vodka and coke on saturday...it was nice :oP
Anyways i am making a livejournal, and will inform you of the link later, or tomorrow if i don't have time, so you can check it out :oD
TOODLE PIP!!
-Natasha
- Location:My bedroom XD
- Mood:
tired - Music:None yet
